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ok so i've been dating this guy for a while now. i love him to death he everything i could want it a guy. he know me like the back of his hand. he has his faults but who dosent i'm not asking for someone perfect cuz i'm not perfect. but this summer has been tough. 2 months this summer have not been great. even our anniversery was bad. july went ok. but now its august and were in a limbo to move forward. our fututre what does it hold for us or will we ever get there. our main issuse are time and neglect. with summer school i'm bascially always doing work. he works 8rhs a day so when he gets off i'm doing school work so bascially no time for us to talk or be a couple. the weekends i see ricka for the most part. then collin at night. so to him he not really getting alot of my time. and he feels negelcted and no not sexually he just feels i'm uninterested in his life which i'm not it just i have friends i dont really see alot during the 8mos i'm at school and summer schoo to deal with. the weekend of aug 14-16th he wants me to stay cuz he stuff planned cuz its the last weekend we have together before i go back to school. i cant i have stuff to at the apt in Sa it just put in a tough spot. he said he would pay any of my charges i did get. but i'm trying to make sure the apt as a whole dosent get charged. i cant wait to be done school and not have to be on this issue i go back in a couple of months so we cant waste anytime. i'm only one person and i can only do so much. i mean i cant even study today cuz i'm so upset with this situatuion. dont get me wrong breaking up is not in the future i love him to much. and i know he is the only guy that will ever love me as much as he does. he would do anything and everything he could to keep me happy. i mean he gave up living in tenn after his graduation to be with me. he dosent like tx that much. he is much happier being in tenn. but he gave it up and i know it must sound lame to some. but what did i give up really? i still have my friends and family. hopefully we can get back on track before i leave.