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Engaged

so basically today i got engaged and i'm really happy i have been on cloud 9 all day :) even though it wont happen for two yrs i'm still really happy!

us

ok so i've been dating this guy for a while now. i love him to death he everything i could want it a guy. he know me like the back of his hand. he has his faults but who dosent i'm not asking for someone perfect cuz i'm not perfect. but this summer has been tough. 2 months this summer have not been great. even our anniversery was bad. july went ok. but now its august and were in a limbo to move forward. our fututre what does it hold for us or will we ever get there. our main issuse are time and neglect. with summer school i'm bascially always doing work. he works 8rhs a day so when he gets off i'm doing school work so bascially no time for us to talk or be a couple. the weekends i see ricka for the most part. then collin at night. so to him he not really getting alot of my time. and he feels negelcted and no not sexually he just feels i'm uninterested in his life which i'm not it just i have friends i dont really see alot during the 8mos i'm at school and summer schoo to deal with. the weekend of aug 14-16th he wants me to stay cuz he stuff planned cuz its the last weekend we have together before i go back to school. i cant i have stuff to at the apt in Sa it just put in a tough spot. he said he would pay any of my charges i did get. but i'm trying to make sure the apt as a whole dosent get charged. i cant wait to be done school and not have to be on this issue i go back in a couple of months so we cant waste anytime. i'm only one person and i can only do so much. i mean i cant even study today cuz i'm so upset with this situatuion. dont get me wrong breaking up is not in the future i love him to much. and i know he is the only guy that will ever love me as much as he does. he would do anything and everything he could to keep me happy. i mean he gave up living in tenn after his graduation to be with me. he dosent like tx that much. he is much happier being in tenn. but he gave it up and i know it must sound lame to some. but what did i give up really? i still have my friends and family. hopefully we can get back on track before i leave.

update

ok so i havent posted in like a yr and 3mos. so i guess its time for an update. me n collin are doing well. we made 2yrs! i graduate in the spring of 2010 and i cant wait! so yeah thats all thats really new with me. oh i have a new addiction MAKE-UP! its all Cindy's fault haha!

2 months till a yr

so it out 10 months anniversary and of course were spending it apart. but it wont be long till we are together again. our relationship is getting stronger every day its getting to the point where we know what the other one is going to say. we have taken a major step in our relationship by agreeing not to have sex till were married. true right there. i love him so much he makes me so happy. i cant wait till the end of the of the semester. he doing something speacal for the first day we met may 24th that is so cute it put a smile on face. well thats about it

later

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8mos in counting

so where on our way to reaching 8mos and things are going great. were both ready for these next to semester to be over so we can be together everyday. i'm going to see him feb 15th so its goin to another great weekend. i love him more and more everyday. he is most defianity the one i want to be with. but that about it

santa came early this yr

so we have alomst reached half a yr in our relationship and things could not be going any better. winter break is almost here so i get to have him all to myslef for a whole month!!! a holiday i have someone to cuddle with and not wish for having a bf. if you would have told me last yr by this time this yr i would be in love with the man of my dreams i would not have believed you. today we were talking and i was like santa gave me my gift 6mos early i've been on cloud nine since we have been together we have our ups and downs but what relationships doesent. I love him soo much he the bestest he make me smile :) i cant wait for saturday when we can hug and kiss for the 1st time in a month. i dont know how we get through this long distance relationship. thats how i know its love cuz i wait too see him every month and its all worth it the being away cuz when were together were just so happy!!!! he calls me Mrs. Stocks thats so cute Shani Aja Stocks i cant wait for the day. i love him!!!! i dont if i can say that enough!!! i love him!!!