i actually make him happy :)

so its going on four weeks with collin and i've been really really happy with out relationship. the fact that he likes me for me and i can always be myself around him. he's making me a better person and he doesnt even know it. its going to be really hard to say good bye to him in august :( i proably cry cuz i wont want to let him go. but i cant tell him to stay in texas be cuz of me he loves going to school in knoxville and i love going to school in san antonio so were going to the long distance thing. i think it will work. today i told him i was coming to see him for sure in september for his b-day and he got so excited he hugged me for 30 min!!! it felt so good to just see him be happy by me coming to visit him. i hope it works out with i care for him soooooooooooooo much its crazy like i could hang with all day and not good bored. i dont even want to leave his house at night i like hangin with him so much. even though his not big on speaking his emotions i know he feels the same! well thats about it.

later days
brown eyes

i think i found him

well the summer has been going great! i havent lost any weight but i still have hope. summer camp is running smoothly i'm at the best site out of the 3 so thats pretty good. and now i have a bf! he is so awesome he likes me for who i am and never judges me like my ex. i think i could love him its only been two weeks but i feel like we could be together for a while. i just really really like him but thats about. gotta go


buh bye
brown eyes