traning sux!

so yeah i work will kids. it like the best job ever you get paid to play games and go field trips. but the only bad thing is you have to go trough a training and well bascially not important if your going through it for the second time. i feel sorry for the people go through it for like the 5th time. but what can you do. i just want this summer to be fun.


later days

i'm not big on giving up

so yeah i was never too big on giving up. when things got tough i figured out some way to do it. i mean some people think i cant really do to much but its just that i never get my chance to prove myself being so shy and soft spoken. but in school i never just said i'm not going to finish even when things got bad i always say the next semester is going to be better. so why when it comes to weight i cant get it right? i mean i was skinny and then i just started eating all the time and now i'm not so skinny. but i'm trying to change my ways this summer i want to lose at least 30 pounds 20 at the most i hate having a gut its not cute especially with the way i'm bulit. so why cant i seem to stick with this diet. i mean i really want this i want to be lighter. i'm going to prove to myself and everyone around me i can do it and i will do it by august i'm going to be a new me.


later days