update

ok so i havent posted in like a yr and 3mos. so i guess its time for an update. me n collin are doing well. we made 2yrs! i graduate in the spring of 2010 and i cant wait! so yeah thats all thats really new with me. oh i have a new addiction MAKE-UP! its all Cindy's fault haha!

2 months till a yr

so it out 10 months anniversary and of course were spending it apart. but it wont be long till we are together again. our relationship is getting stronger every day its getting to the point where we know what the other one is going to say. we have taken a major step in our relationship by agreeing not to have sex till were married. true right there. i love him so much he makes me so happy. i cant wait till the end of the of the semester. he doing something speacal for the first day we met may 24th that is so cute it put a smile on face. well thats about it

later

brown eyes

8mos in counting

so where on our way to reaching 8mos and things are going great. were both ready for these next to semester to be over so we can be together everyday. i'm going to see him feb 15th so its goin to another great weekend. i love him more and more everyday. he is most defianity the one i want to be with. but that about it

santa came early this yr

so we have alomst reached half a yr in our relationship and things could not be going any better. winter break is almost here so i get to have him all to myslef for a whole month!!! a holiday i have someone to cuddle with and not wish for having a bf. if you would have told me last yr by this time this yr i would be in love with the man of my dreams i would not have believed you. today we were talking and i was like santa gave me my gift 6mos early i've been on cloud nine since we have been together we have our ups and downs but what relationships doesent. I love him soo much he the bestest he make me smile :) i cant wait for saturday when we can hug and kiss for the 1st time in a month. i dont know how we get through this long distance relationship. thats how i know its love cuz i wait too see him every month and its all worth it the being away cuz when were together were just so happy!!!! he calls me Mrs. Stocks thats so cute Shani Aja Stocks i cant wait for the day. i love him!!!! i dont if i can say that enough!!! i love him!!!

he's the bestest!

so my bam bam is the best bf ever he makes me really happy. he was down in SA last weekend and it was the best for days ever!!! even though work and school and some friends got in the way of our alone time i'm so glad he came down. ever since he left i wished he was here again. so we can snuggle and talk. my bed feels empty without him in it. but he will be back soon for a whole week in decemeber. he did the cutest thing the other day. i told him i would watch animal house and then txted me later that day asking me if he could take me get dinner and ice cream the day we watch the movie. but i love him he's my babe. and i want to spend my life with him cuz i love him so much!!!!

I LOVE YOU

so it has been a week since my vist to Knoxville and i want to go back. i missed collin alot and that trip proved it. i had alot of fun that weekend just kissing, holding hands and cuddling. i met some of his friends. we celebrated our 3mos anniversary. that day was so special for me. we went to the mall and a baseball game but the best part of that day was the Hill. he told me I love you for the very firsrt time. i felt so special at that moment. no one has ever said those words to me and he said them. he is the guy in my dreams that i've always dreamed about. he makes me so happy. i hope i'm the girl that he has always dreamed about. well back to the weekend the next day was 21st and we just went and walked around downtown and then had dinner that night. the next morining was hard at the airport. i didnt expect to cry cuz i didnt cry when we left for school. but they came out of know where. he shed some tears too. we truely love each other. i'm so happy were togehter!!!

a tough week and the L word

so its almost time for our 3mos anniversary september 29th. i cant wait cuz i will be there to celebrate with him :) he make me so happy. this week he was worried about me cuz i had a rough day it just wasnt going my way and he was there every step of the way doing what he could to make me happy. next week is going to be hard for us. we get in alot of talk time be cuz of test and work for me. hopefully we can talk a little bit cuz a day without talking to him i dont know what i would do go crazy maybe. we also started talking about the L word u know which one i mean LOVE thats right love. we not sure if were ready or if one is ready more than the other. we just want to make sure we make the right decsion. he might say it when i go to tn for his b-day/anniversay weekend. i never thought i could say those words to anyone as quicky as 3mos i always saw myself saying after being togehter for like 7mos and that was with anybody i ended up with. but with collin it difffent he just make me feel special and important and like i matter. i do the same for him too and we get each other were different but we have stuff in common. we just make each other really happy. as of right now i feel like i've found the one!!! hopefully he feels the same


later days